Why on earth do you want more love?
You understood love to be erotic - strong, possessive, and addictive.
But as you try to give more love, you find yourself wanting to control more.
Then you let go and create love within yourself.
You realise that until you created love within yourself, your capacity to give and receive love was low.
The more you grew to love yourself and others - the more you were nurturing and forgiving and unconditional in your support towards yourself and others - the more you grew in love.
You find yourself healing in ways you haven’t expected. In ways you thought were no longer possible.
Your presence starts radiating healing for others.
At first, you fight this. You aren’t a spiritual guru. You are not interested in becoming one.
You just want to be yourself, loving, living, and beaming in ways that others can see that they can do the same.
You find yourself loving life itself. And that moves you to love more people at the same time.
It doesn’t seem to make sense to you.
It goes against what you had learnt about the human capacity to genuinely connect being capped at 150 people.
Then it dawns on you.
The more you love, the more you can love.